My Choir Concert

I was asked by my choir teacher to learn a piano piece called Alleluia Cannon by Wolfgang Amadeus Mozart, for our winter concert. I learned it pretty well until finally I could play it in front of the class perfect with out a sweat. Little did I know that the night of the concert this would happen....

It was about 30 minutes away until show time so I ran through my song one more time with the class(during this whole time I am really nervous) I play it perfect so I am feeling pretty confident. We go down to the gym to help set up more chairs and there are at least 200 people down there. When we get back to the room I am really jumpy and I start to hyper ventilate and I basically have a nervous break down. Finally when its time to preform the gym is full of 500 people including my family and grandma Isaac. I was the very last one.
When its my turn to play I am literally shaking so bad I can barely walk. I start playing and I see I can do it so I relax a tiny bit. Then I STOP PLAYING!!! My fingers are shaking and sweating so bad that they slip off the piano and I stop playing I get right back on it though it was totally humiliating. I go out after and ball for about a minute then I'm just whimpering.

I don't regret learning the song at all I just wish I would get over being scared. But I am really glad that I tried and now I am the accompanist for the 7Th grade choir so it just goes to show... even if your afraid try new things and if you mess up just get back into it, good things might come out as a result.

Bad News

MY CAMERA BROKE!!!!! I am so mad now I can't take pics! All I can do is write stuff that's about it! It totally sucks.... I didn't really do pics anyway but hey now I have an excuse. I am soooo sorry

Happy Turkey Day!!!!

I had an amazing Thanksgiving at my grandma Isaac's this year. The meal was so delicious. We had turkey, stuffing, potatoes, cranberries and a lot more. we also went to Old Dogs which was the funniest movie I have seen all year. I really wish I would have remembered to bring my camera and take pictures, I promise I will bring my camera every where I go just in case. The very best part about Thanksgiving was being with my family.

About Me

First let me say that this will be my for sure blog. You can ask anyone I have had at least forty blogs but now its down to one..... this one. Instead of have an about on the side bar I decided to do it in a post. My fav colors are black, pink, and white (duh)and I love dogs. My fav sport is football even though I don't understand most of it. I am a texter... I txt 24 7 the highest amount of texts I have ever gotten on the bill is 13,438. It's not that much compared to the record but it's still pretty high. I love Vampires and yes it started with Edward. I just turned 13 years old this month and I am lovin' it (though it isn't really different form being 12) In school I am an English genius. I have a 12Th grade reading level and I set the high score on a persuasive essay 24 out of 30 :) My very best friend is Toni and we will be bff's forever. My dog Max is still a puppy and sometimes I wanna get rid of him but I don't he is too sweet. My family is great my mom is a little lerp and my dad is..... a dad my sister is annoying and my brother is totally crazy. But i still love you guys!!!! I am currently reading the Uglies series and I am on the second book and I love them they are really good. That's all for now but here are some pics from google to show you a lil' bit more about me.




I was a cheerleader for a while and I still luv it






I am a total Girly Girl